Hi guys, its me again Nadrah. I have something want to share with you guys who read this.
As in my title above 2017 until Jan 2018 have made my life changed a lottttttt. In 2017 I have learnt how hard it is to get something that you really want, example like I want a happiness in my life but I didnt get it yet til now. Im happy guys but who knows right? Allah knows all my feelings He understand me. Sometimes you need something that you dreamt before but you still not get it, so please dont give up guys. Be thankful with all you have. Then I have learnt how hard it is to find money. yes its maybeeasy to find a job but if you didnt try to do a best job, how can you guys get the money right? As you guys know I worked at H&M last year during my semester break. Its not as easy as you think if you work as a retailer. If you work you know how hard it is.
Then, I have faced all the dugaan. All the kind of dugaan. I have a problem. Everyone has their own problem. You that read this have a problem too. But this one is a biggest problem that I have been faced since I born. It hurts. It hurts so much guys. Not everyone can understand my feelings, but ya I've faced all those things. So I'm alright. Cause the ending of this didnt satisfy myself, but made it hard for me to accept this.and it is a dugaan that have been given so I have to accept it slowly. but now im 50-50 okay lol.
Okay how about my studies? in 2018 is my last year so I have another 2 semester to finish my studies. And maybe I graduate on 2019. I cant wait for that! Studies is hard. its really hard. Like school, you still can main main but once you already in college or university, everything changes you and you have to study serious. And one more thing, dont study too hard guys, study smart. you can do whatever you want but in study you have to be serious. Now im in semester break and have to get ready for my fourth semester in this March. Im lazy for studying guys, but I have to. So wish me luck in my studies guys! hihi
I have lost all the people that I loved. not all lah but certain people and cat. I just lost my kitten. I lost my tokwan. who is my father's mom. She just passed away last year im not sure what month. dah lupa lol. but I have to accept right, Allah loves them :) The most difficult things to accept is you lost the person who you loved and your pet! Im not saying that I lost my boyfriend lol. I love him and he loves me hehehehe so how come I lost him right? But missing someone is the hardest things to control right? I miss my family, I miss my tokwan, I miss my kitten and I miss my boyfriend (actually I dont hahaha) no la, of course I miss him, but sometimes we fight a lot, dude in relationship tipulah no fight right? but for me fighting will make your relationship become strong if IF YOU'RE NOT EGO. Ego kills us, I swear. ego will kill your relationship, your love so please if you're ego please dont put it too high, if not in the end, you will regret with yourself and your decision that have you made. Im ego, my boyfriend also ego but we didnt put it too high and we both are easy to become baik even tak pujuk pun. lol girl if you in a relationship, dont put all the effort at your boyfriend to pujuk you all the times. Something you have to accept your mistakes and try to not to do it again. Guy is not as you thought actually.
Damn gurl you have to be strong. not all guy are the same. Dont expect anything at your boyfriend. If your boyfriend is what you expected and he really gives all what you want. So, theres is a bonus for you. Try to love who he is. Try to accept all the weakness of him. Try to understand your partner too, dont be selfish. Everyone hates selfish people. How about jealous? Yes Im jealous too but i dont put my expectation on my boyfriend to pujuk me. And im try to forget all the pain in my relationship. Pray for your relationship to keep long lasting. InsyaAllah.
All of these are made my life changed. I know even sometimes it hurts, I cried a lot. I make mistakes, people do mistakes. I tried to accept all the test from Him. I can be chill, yes people see me with a biggest smile. but who knows my inside? Im not that kinda people that always to share all my problems. So people who really knows me will know im in trouble. and they will know how to understand me even its too complicated sometimes. People will respect you if you respect them. Try to love yourself. dont give up in your life. pray alot and go find your happiness. Better days are coming ❤
As in my title above 2017 until Jan 2018 have made my life changed a lottttttt. In 2017 I have learnt how hard it is to get something that you really want, example like I want a happiness in my life but I didnt get it yet til now. Im happy guys but who knows right? Allah knows all my feelings He understand me. Sometimes you need something that you dreamt before but you still not get it, so please dont give up guys. Be thankful with all you have. Then I have learnt how hard it is to find money. yes its maybe
Then, I have faced all the dugaan. All the kind of dugaan. I have a problem. Everyone has their own problem. You that read this have a problem too. But this one is a biggest problem that I have been faced since I born. It hurts. It hurts so much guys. Not everyone can understand my feelings, but ya I've faced all those things. So I'm alright. Cause the ending of this didnt satisfy myself, but made it hard for me to accept this.and it is a dugaan that have been given so I have to accept it slowly. but now im 50-50 okay lol.
Okay how about my studies? in 2018 is my last year so I have another 2 semester to finish my studies. And maybe I graduate on 2019. I cant wait for that! Studies is hard. its really hard. Like school, you still can main main but once you already in college or university, everything changes you and you have to study serious. And one more thing, dont study too hard guys, study smart. you can do whatever you want but in study you have to be serious. Now im in semester break and have to get ready for my fourth semester in this March. Im lazy for studying guys, but I have to. So wish me luck in my studies guys! hihi
I have lost all the people that I loved. not all lah but certain people and cat. I just lost my kitten. I lost my tokwan. who is my father's mom. She just passed away last year im not sure what month. dah lupa lol. but I have to accept right, Allah loves them :) The most difficult things to accept is you lost the person who you loved and your pet! Im not saying that I lost my boyfriend lol. I love him and he loves me hehehehe so how come I lost him right? But missing someone is the hardest things to control right? I miss my family, I miss my tokwan, I miss my kitten and I miss my boyfriend (actually I dont hahaha) no la, of course I miss him, but sometimes we fight a lot, dude in relationship tipulah no fight right? but for me fighting will make your relationship become strong if IF YOU'RE NOT EGO. Ego kills us, I swear. ego will kill your relationship, your love so please if you're ego please dont put it too high, if not in the end, you will regret with yourself and your decision that have you made. Im ego, my boyfriend also ego but we didnt put it too high and we both are easy to become baik even tak pujuk pun. lol girl if you in a relationship, dont put all the effort at your boyfriend to pujuk you all the times. Something you have to accept your mistakes and try to not to do it again. Guy is not as you thought actually.
Damn gurl you have to be strong. not all guy are the same. Dont expect anything at your boyfriend. If your boyfriend is what you expected and he really gives all what you want. So, theres is a bonus for you. Try to love who he is. Try to accept all the weakness of him. Try to understand your partner too, dont be selfish. Everyone hates selfish people. How about jealous? Yes Im jealous too but i dont put my expectation on my boyfriend to pujuk me. And im try to forget all the pain in my relationship. Pray for your relationship to keep long lasting. InsyaAllah.
All of these are made my life changed. I know even sometimes it hurts, I cried a lot. I make mistakes, people do mistakes. I tried to accept all the test from Him. I can be chill, yes people see me with a biggest smile. but who knows my inside? Im not that kinda people that always to share all my problems. So people who really knows me will know im in trouble. and they will know how to understand me even its too complicated sometimes. People will respect you if you respect them. Try to love yourself. dont give up in your life. pray alot and go find your happiness. Better days are coming ❤