well hello. im back!
its already 2016 and yeah im freedom from my spm. and now im just waiting for my result on this march. ughh can u feel what im feel when we talked abt spm result? yes ofc if u is myself, u guys just hoping the best result and atleast can make our parents proud right?
what a life now? hahah i also dont even know.
you know whaaaaaaatttt???!! i knew someone that now was called my "boyfriend" hahaha. who is that fucking guy? yes. i'll tell you.
okay i knew him from my carnival school last year(May. 30 2015) and he is also my friend's friend hahaha what a suprise is. his mom is my mom's friend :) so i like "dunia ni kecil sangat" right? he is a dancer as his mom, lol like mom like son.
but how we know each other? tadadadadadadadaaaa
HE LIKES ME OPSSS hahahah actually i like him too. its all actually "kebetulan" cause idk la, when he looks at me, he's always smiling when hes looking at me ugggghhhh how can i be melted on that day? I just hate him bcs always make me melting like hell hahhahahaha.
first (not 1st) i saw my friend (malik) and malik waved me and i was shocked cause i thought he never come. but i came with another two guys that i really dont even know haha. one is "him" and another one is memey (idk how to spell his name) okay then malik just introduced his friends and i just looking at them and just say hello while smiling. and then "he" said hi while waving his hand at me. i just like ughhhhh why he is so fucking adorable :((
idk what time on it, after them said hi back to me, some music was played by my friend's brother and suddenly malik and two of his friend dancing. and i just following them. and idk what he was thinking. and then i just stop while they still wanna dance so i just let them go.
at the one moment when i was standing and talking with malik while he and memey was sitted on the tar cause they dont want to "kena panas" and i realized that he was looking at me in silence :p so i also looking at him tapi diam diam hahaha cause i dont want he perasan me cause im always looked at him. and then malik told me that they will dancing. and im like...... what the hell? are u kidding me malik? then the two of them came up to us. i asking them again that they want to dance and they say yes. so i was excited and i leave them cause i want to call my another friend and tell her that im so excited to see they dance.
i sat near malik. and i see their spectacular dance, i was melting to see them with their cheroghapher with chilvary is dead song ughhhhhh. can you feel what i feel at that time? ushhhh im sweating hahah. after they've done with their dance, they changing their clothes while me asked my friend to take some photos with them. and finally i get it! im just like im a happy kid on that time cause i was like their big fan lol.
the next day on 1st of June, someone was find me and guess who? he is his!!!! actually idek that he will find me. cause for a long time i didnt open all myy account websites even insta and wechat. i just open my twitter. and then theres one guy followed me and still dont know so i ignored him and do nothing(not following back) and one day i want to log in my instagram and wechat acc, then i saw theres someone whose following me, then i stalked and actually he is malik's friend that who likes to look at me haha. and on that time i know his name is andy hidayat. then i keep my stalking until i following his back. same goes at wechat i accepted him as my new list friends. actually i was shocked and happy haha idk why maybe because he found me lmfao
suddenly................... he wechat me with a first conversation 'YO' then i just layan je la perangai mamat ni and semua pick up lines dia bagi sebab nak purpose hahahhahah what the hell. a moment when he asked me to solve a addmaths question like this 9x-7i>3(3x-7u) and u know what? the last ansswer will be i <3 u hahah wth is he? theres some pick up line that he gave to me like nasi minyak la, are u a tower la and banyak la adui. everyday contacting him until one day when in bulan ramadan, i tell him that i always iftar by myself. i just say that cause i want to see him and iftar with me. i thought he was coming at my place, but actually nah. he cames on the next day with two others guys and one girl, which is his friends, his brother and his brother's gf. so i became uncomfortabe and began to shame hahah idk why. after iftar, he sent me to my tuition centre. and i say to him if i've done with my class i will ws him.
my class is done so i started to ws him. he replying me tapi lambat lambat so i was overthinking about he doesnt likes me bcs of my attitude, i was broken on that time cause what i expect, become unexpected. the last text he sentt me is 'i need to tell you somthing' enter 'i started to like you less'
thats all and then last seen. mana tak broken kannnnnnn
(June, 27)im waitting for him to reply me again until tomorrow. keep waiting and waiting..... first nyaris give up, while im get ready to go out with classmates and photoshoot with them. i really thought that he will ws me back. until at 2;30pm something finally he replying me something. which is.................
'i started to like you less, because i started to love you more. will you be my roses?' WHAT THE.................... im shocked what a suprise haha speechless nak mati until idk what im going to reply him. then still typing and waiting for my answer while give me 'will u be my girlfriend?' and 'will u be my rose for forever?' then lastly, i said...
I W I L L !
and he was fucking happy, yeah same goes to me tho hahaha.
now im still with him. yeah happy and going happy everyday. who doesnt love their boyfriend right? hehe i just wanna tell that i love him. and he is reading this. i know ure smiling right now sayang hee. so ya, i need to go bye everyone!
6;00 AM, 2016-1-10, Sun
sincerely,
NEDDY :)
its already 2016 and yeah im freedom from my spm. and now im just waiting for my result on this march. ughh can u feel what im feel when we talked abt spm result? yes ofc if u is myself, u guys just hoping the best result and atleast can make our parents proud right?
what a life now? hahah i also dont even know.
you know whaaaaaaatttt???!! i knew someone that now was called my "boyfriend" hahaha. who is that fucking guy? yes. i'll tell you.
okay i knew him from my carnival school last year(May. 30 2015) and he is also my friend's friend hahaha what a suprise is. his mom is my mom's friend :) so i like "dunia ni kecil sangat" right? he is a dancer as his mom, lol like mom like son.
but how we know each other? tadadadadadadadaaaa
HE LIKES ME OPSSS hahahah actually i like him too. its all actually "kebetulan" cause idk la, when he looks at me, he's always smiling when hes looking at me ugggghhhh how can i be melted on that day? I just hate him bcs always make me melting like hell hahhahahaha.
first (not 1st) i saw my friend (malik) and malik waved me and i was shocked cause i thought he never come. but i came with another two guys that i really dont even know haha. one is "him" and another one is memey (idk how to spell his name) okay then malik just introduced his friends and i just looking at them and just say hello while smiling. and then "he" said hi while waving his hand at me. i just like ughhhhh why he is so fucking adorable :((
idk what time on it, after them said hi back to me, some music was played by my friend's brother and suddenly malik and two of his friend dancing. and i just following them. and idk what he was thinking. and then i just stop while they still wanna dance so i just let them go.
at the one moment when i was standing and talking with malik while he and memey was sitted on the tar cause they dont want to "kena panas" and i realized that he was looking at me in silence :p so i also looking at him tapi diam diam hahaha cause i dont want he perasan me cause im always looked at him. and then malik told me that they will dancing. and im like...... what the hell? are u kidding me malik? then the two of them came up to us. i asking them again that they want to dance and they say yes. so i was excited and i leave them cause i want to call my another friend and tell her that im so excited to see they dance.
i sat near malik. and i see their spectacular dance, i was melting to see them with their cheroghapher with chilvary is dead song ughhhhhh. can you feel what i feel at that time? ushhhh im sweating hahah. after they've done with their dance, they changing their clothes while me asked my friend to take some photos with them. and finally i get it! im just like im a happy kid on that time cause i was like their big fan lol.
the next day on 1st of June, someone was find me and guess who? he is his!!!! actually idek that he will find me. cause for a long time i didnt open all myy account websites even insta and wechat. i just open my twitter. and then theres one guy followed me and still dont know so i ignored him and do nothing(not following back) and one day i want to log in my instagram and wechat acc, then i saw theres someone whose following me, then i stalked and actually he is malik's friend that who likes to look at me haha. and on that time i know his name is andy hidayat. then i keep my stalking until i following his back. same goes at wechat i accepted him as my new list friends. actually i was shocked and happy haha idk why maybe because he found me lmfao
suddenly................... he wechat me with a first conversation 'YO' then i just layan je la perangai mamat ni and semua pick up lines dia bagi sebab nak purpose hahahhahah what the hell. a moment when he asked me to solve a addmaths question like this 9x-7i>3(3x-7u) and u know what? the last ansswer will be i <3 u hahah wth is he? theres some pick up line that he gave to me like nasi minyak la, are u a tower la and banyak la adui. everyday contacting him until one day when in bulan ramadan, i tell him that i always iftar by myself. i just say that cause i want to see him and iftar with me. i thought he was coming at my place, but actually nah. he cames on the next day with two others guys and one girl, which is his friends, his brother and his brother's gf. so i became uncomfortabe and began to shame hahah idk why. after iftar, he sent me to my tuition centre. and i say to him if i've done with my class i will ws him.
my class is done so i started to ws him. he replying me tapi lambat lambat so i was overthinking about he doesnt likes me bcs of my attitude, i was broken on that time cause what i expect, become unexpected. the last text he sentt me is 'i need to tell you somthing' enter 'i started to like you less'
thats all and then last seen. mana tak broken kannnnnnn
(June, 27)im waitting for him to reply me again until tomorrow. keep waiting and waiting..... first nyaris give up, while im get ready to go out with classmates and photoshoot with them. i really thought that he will ws me back. until at 2;30pm something finally he replying me something. which is.................
'i started to like you less, because i started to love you more. will you be my roses?' WHAT THE.................... im shocked what a suprise haha speechless nak mati until idk what im going to reply him. then still typing and waiting for my answer while give me 'will u be my girlfriend?' and 'will u be my rose for forever?' then lastly, i said...
I W I L L !
and he was fucking happy, yeah same goes to me tho hahaha.
now im still with him. yeah happy and going happy everyday. who doesnt love their boyfriend right? hehe i just wanna tell that i love him. and he is reading this. i know ure smiling right now sayang hee. so ya, i need to go bye everyone!
6;00 AM, 2016-1-10, Sun
sincerely,
NEDDY :)