hi everyonee! how are you guys?
how's your puasa? it's get better or not? Assalammualaikum btw!!!
actually I just want to tell you guys about my feeling. sometimes Im sad, and sometimes Im cry. wanna know why Im sad? because it was broken for a second time. I already gave him a second chance but he remains the same as before. I hope he will change, but not. he had wasted me. Maybe he though me like a rubbish. waste of my time to treat him like before but one he does not appreciate me. he has destroyed my love on him. because of another girl. that he always admired and he gave his reason for me that she's the best, cute, and has the characteristics of a girl that he wants. Oh so why you want me before while I dont have the features that you want? because my heart is your favourite game? LOL dont make laugh babe. I dont understand you now. yes each girl need boy's attention. then why you dont give it to me? but you give your attention to another girl? Ofc Im jealous with her. Everytime I call you, there will be excuses so that I cant talk to you, whether you're going out or sleep or you did not want to talk with me again. Last we on the phone, your treated me like you are very bored with me, and so I was decided to not call you again until today and now. Because I know I will not to able to talk to you. If this is you want from the beginning, ok nevermind, I will accept it. I hope you can be a good boy for her, and always take cares for her, always love her and anything. dont you make her heart as you play with my heart. I want to see how long you with her will be. Whether you can sprint for 1 year 7 months or less than that? We'll see.
I am tired of all this. because I think that I like syok diri sendiri. All y effort to take your attention back is gone because of you, and because of you never appreciate me before this until now. One day you'll regret your behavior towards me and you gonna miss me. I'll prove it to you that I can happy without you. and I've found my happiness with my friends. Take care :-)